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I'm writing this exhausted
shanim shelo lovesh shaon
Years since I've worn a watch
'bal lefi ma sheroe, techef ole haor
But from what I see, dawn is almost breaking
haguf sheli mesarev lesayem ta'yom.
My body refuses to end the day
keilu acharey hofaa - kuli sachut
Like after a show — completely drained
aval raev leod
But hungry for more
'ni memale od kos baderech lemachar
I fill another glass on the way to tomorrow
veharaglayim ayefot
And my feet are tired
'bal hamerotz od lo nigmar
But the race hasn't ended yet
hanefesh mul haguf bebatl mechoar
The soul vs. the body in an ugly battle
veyilchatzu yadayim bishvil hakahal
Shaking hands for the audience
lamrot sheze lo kal
Even though it's not easy
lovesh shechavot kedey lo livkot mehabatzal
Layering up so I won't cry from the onion
vehabeytzim sheli gedolot
And my balls are big
'bel ze mafchid keshehen beoto hasal
But it's scary when they're in the same basket
hitchalti lehamer, lismoch al hamazal
I started gambling, relying on luck
omrim chaval al mi shemet aval
They say it's a shame about the one who dies but
halev sheli kevar za"l
My heart is already in memoriam
vaani shat al hamaslul hamahir
And I'm cruising on the fast lane
aval kalu betoch hakeluv shel hair
But caged inside the city cage
umerov hamehirut ana'la yachol lirot
And from the speed I can't see
harucha shebachutz nilchemet im hasetereo
The wind outside fighting the stereo
vaani menasa lauf, ani rotza lichyot
And I'm trying to fly, I want to live
ani rotze lichyot
I want to live
yashanti vaani ayef meod
I slept and I'm still exhausted
hem lo mevinim lama hakafe mahul beviski
They don't understand why the coffee is mixed with whiskey
nisiti, lo matzlicha lehanot mehaseratim sheli
I tried, can't enjoy my own movies
hakerovim sheli shoalim
My close ones ask
'bal lo yodea beatzmi shayit
But I don't even know myself, shit
hashanim haacharonot gilu li
The recent years revealed to me
mi hachaverim sheli
Who my real friends are
hapatron amar
The boss said
"tishlot borgashot, tikach beizi
"Control your emotions, take it easy
tahafoch et kol hakrizim
Turn all the crises
vehalechatzim leliriks"
And the pressures into lyrics"
az chatachti mishkolot kedey laalot
So I cut off weights to rise up
linshom avir velishbor siim sheli
To breathe air and break my own records
uvamirdaf 'te ketzat shochecha ta'atzamech
And in the chase you forget yourself a little
az im kevar lehagid selicha ze
So if I'm already apologizing
leachat sheli velamishpacha
It's to my sister and my family
eyn menucha baderech lehatzlacha
There's no rest on the road to success
vehaobesesiviot hazot horeget oti
And this obsessiveness is killing me
'bel bizchutah ani chay
But because of it I'm alive
vaani shat al hamaslul hamahir
And I'm cruising on the fast lane
aval kalu betoch hakeluv shel hair
But caged inside the city cage
umerov hamehirut ana'la yachol lirot
And from the speed I can't see
harucha shebachutz nilchemet im hasetereo
The wind outside fighting the stereo
vaani menasa lauf, ani rotza lichyot
And I'm trying to fly, I want to live
machur el hateruf liridot laaliot
Addicted to the madness, to the falls and rises
lo mechapes yoter teshuvot, vesamecha sheeyn li
No longer searching for answers, and glad I have none
kevar lo bemetriks. bitalti ta'manoy
Already out of the matrix. Cancelled the subscription
lenetfeliks
To Netflix
hatik bebek sit
Bag in the back seat
ani tas venitakti ta'bereksim
I'm flying and cut the brakes
eyn shum sikuy, 'bel im amut
There's no chance, but if I die
techapesu et hateksetim
Go find the lyrics
hakol o kelum
All or nothing
belup haze kevar shenatayim vachetzi
In this loop for two and a half years
lo bagrut, lo pesichometri
No bagrut, no psychometric
lamadti et ntz'y
I studied Nietzsche
lakach li zeman kedey lehavin sheze chazak mimeni
It took me time to understand it's stronger than me
imatzti ta'sharita sheli, ze mimeyla baganim
I embraced my scratch, it's in the genes anyway
beoto maslul asor, vesof sof mishtalem
In the same track for a decade, and finally paying off
paam zilzelu, hayom kol hanof mishtane
They used to dismiss me, today the whole landscape changes
hakol barur, ze bishvil hikru, avadnu kashe
All clear, it's for the crew, we worked hard
eyn shum sikuy
There's no chance
'bel im amut - yizkeru et hashem
But if I die — they'll remember the name
yizkeru et hashem
They'll remember the name